It tells something... Something that pinches me out...I don't know where it came from, but I know where I am now. Each and every line corresponds to something in me... I am just not sure what is that or what are those.
Let me have an interpretation of this song... All words marked red, mine are marked worthless.
WHO
Well there's nothing I truly desire
There's nothing that I really want
('Cause I know I am contented, except for the fact that I want three houses, one for my mother, one for my grandmother, and one for my self. And oh, I won't forget to have a baby of my own.)
But the times I find myself in the fire
You choose between the right and the wrong
But the times I find myself in the fire
You choose between the right and the wrong
(All sins are obviously tempting and I love how I hardly choose between the two. I am always on the W, but I know what is R. Well, I don't mind if I know it, I just want to do things on fire.)
I wish I could control all my judgements
Understand every move
(I talk sarcastically, but I mean it unintentionally. If this words are not spoken logically, pls. forgive me. )
Take my mind and all of it’s voices
I wish I could control all my judgements
Understand every move
(I talk sarcastically, but I mean it unintentionally. If this words are not spoken logically, pls. forgive me. )
Take my mind and all of it’s voices
(I think I should stop for a while and shut, and breathe nothing but nothingness.)
Tell me what should I do
Tell me what should I do
('Cause I think I'm out of control all the time and I mean it. I just want you to see that I don't see it right.)
Sometimes I feel like I’m stuck in your head
And I wonder (who d'you think you're talking to)
(I'm just expecting, but I know there's nothing to expect. If I am wrong, yeah I know that. I just want to feel that. The disappointing feeling runs up and down. And if I chose to expect, I chose to expect. If there'll be regrets at the end, I'll wait for that "end".)
And I wonder (who d'you think you're talking to)
(I'm just expecting, but I know there's nothing to expect. If I am wrong, yeah I know that. I just want to feel that. The disappointing feeling runs up and down. And if I chose to expect, I chose to expect. If there'll be regrets at the end, I'll wait for that "end".)
One day I’ll move get away
From these feelings getting stronger (who d'you think you're talking to)
From these feelings getting stronger (who d'you think you're talking to)
(I'll run away sometime. And if that sometime comes, I'll be stronger running. Then I'll be back again, punch my self again. It's not you, but him. Or it is you, not him. Or it may be them, not you or him. Or it may be all of you holding my hand to punch my self. Then after the bruises, I'll run away sometime. And if that sometime comes, I'll be stronger running, then I'll be back again.)
Sometimes I feel like it's not so fun
To see what's under (who d'you think you're talking to)
To see what's under (who d'you think you're talking to)
(I want to see everything, from ice to fire and vice versa. But even if I know it'll be fun, I will decide to sleep in my steel can. Yeah, I know, you don't get it so you'll conclude I'm insane.)
Let me out let me out
I don’t think I can stand it any longer (who d'you think you're talking to)
Let me out let me out
I don’t think I can stand it any longer (who d'you think you're talking to)
(I think I'm gonna burst. No, I think today, Oh, I think tomorrow. Oh, what will be the reason? Well, I still don't know.)
I remember being part of that era
I remember being so far from home
I remember being part of that era
I remember being so far from home
(I ain't home when I am with you. I ain't home when I'm with him. I ain't home when I'm with them. I ain't home when I'm with me. So, where am I?)
All the times I needed someone to hear me
Cos I’ve never felt so much on my own
All the times I needed someone to hear me
Cos I’ve never felt so much on my own
(I don't want you to hear me, because everything from me is worthless. I never felt so alive, because i know I'm on the other dimension. I am me, but i don't who is me. I don't know who is me, but I know I am me.)
All the trouble that you have with your future
All the rules that make your life so secure
All the trouble that you have with your future
All the rules that make your life so secure
(Hell yeah! Fuck all the rules! Fuck the rules! Fuck the future! Well, at least I know what I am talking about...then laugh at my self then slap my face because I ain't talking, I'm just typing.)
There are people who will give their opinions
But tell me what do they know
There are people who will give their opinions
But tell me what do they know
(Who the hell are you?! Them?! Fuck you all for underestimating me. Fuck you all because I underestimate you.)
I've been listening to this song for about forever. LOL. And because the featured artist here is my style icon, I want this song to be played in my burial parade. LOL


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