WRITTEN WHEN I WAS DEEPLY IN LOVE WITH SOMEONE WHO DOESN'T DESERVE MY WORTH

I should consider this as the year of suffering

This is the year when idiocy caught me

When idiocy incarcerated me to the hell of truth

Well, I guess karma haunted me

And now got me suffocated because he's too happy staying with me.

We are together, physically

But our minds are far apart

His mind's travelling to meet his bitches

While my mind's in the planet of anger, hatred and revenge.

He touches me when he's seeking sympathy

But behind those strokes lies his sins.

His face is an angel-like sent from heaven

But that face is 100% deceit.

He exerts efforts, but efforts aren't enough.

His actions lead to me but his mind is with his ladies.

I want to confront him but ends up speechless.

He's comedic, he's angelic, but I don't think it's inside him.

He looks honest and faithful but I always caught  him red-handed.

His eyes seem so innocent

But at second look, I want to puke!

His lips show endearment

But at the end of the line, it's fake!